1 week down

Well today it has been one week since Jordan left :( it's good and bad... I'm so happy it's already been a week because that's one week closer to seeing him again but it's just not the same as having him here everyday. He seems to be doing really good (other than missing us) he is really liking his job. I'm so thankful for cell phones and for Skype. Skye and me are doing ok. Skye just says every morning daddy's not coming home today is he? Or daddy is at work for a long long very time. Some days I think it's ok I can handle this, then some little thing will just make me cry. Today while we were Skype'ing (is that even a word) Jordan just looked at me in the certain way and it made me tear up. The love I have for than man is like no other. I was so afraid with him leaving that maybe we would grow apart and it would be hard, I know it's only been one week but everyday we just fall more and more in love. We talk everyday for as long as we can (it never feels like enough) and are texting each other throughout everyday. When I get those little negative thoughts Jordan will say or text me something that just takes my breath away and lifts me up. He always knows what to say and when I need to hear it. I'm so thankful of our bond and our love for each other, it makes my heart so happy. I just have to write down the text message he sent me today because I never want to forget his words to me. Also I have a couple of pictures that he sent me of what he's working on. He is working flowback (like I know what that means lol) right now. I think...when they first start a new oil rig they pour sand down the pipes and sometimes it gets clogged up or flows back (ha look at me) and they have to go outside and get it flowing again. He amazes me every single day with how hard he works for our family. He is so so good to us. I could NEVER work all the hours he is working, his first day he told me he worked 21 hours and his "normal" days are 16 hours.... That's like 112 hours A WEEK!!!! And I can barely work 40... He works 7 days a week for 6 weeks straight and we can not wait for his 2 weeks off. We are so ready to see him!
(His sweet, perfect, amazing text he sent me at work today, I just have to edit a couple things (: )
I miss you so much baby. It makes me want to just drive home and hold you forever. I can't imagine my life without you my girl. Your the love of my life and nothing could EVER change that. I wish I could take ALL of the bad things I have ever done to you away. I swear on my life I will never ever do anything to hurt you again. I was thinking about when I die. My only wish is when I do they put me into the ground next to you... the love of my life. That was I'm with you even when I die. Your my everything Katana Nadine Robinson. I can't stop thinking of your beautiful smile and your fingers when you play with my hair. All I do is smile when I think of you. When I sleep I use my pillow to hold on to instead of using it for my head so that it feels like your in my arms. It helps but it's still not the same. I can't wait to hold you in my arms again. The way your hair smells is like heaven to me. Your everything a man could ever want in a woman Katana. Your perfect and I thank God everyday that your mine and me and Skye could never ask for a better wife and mother like you. I love and miss you soooo much my love. Have a good rest of the day.
Um seriously could he be any more freaking adorable. We can't wait for him to come home! Here's some pictures :)

We sure love his face!

Baby Animal Days

This year we had a whole group at baby animal days! Jordan was supposed to leave that morning and so we were just going to go after he left. Then he got a call and the guy he was going to ride with was running late so we got to go together! It was Jordan, Me, Skye, Chelsey, Biscuit, Ajia, Keisha and her little brother Kenji. This year they didn't let you go in with the baby lambs and the baby goats and cows, kinda lame. But Skye did get to hold a baby duck. She made me laugh, while she was holding the duck it moved and she dropped it and got a little scared. Then she gave it kisses and smiled. So adorable.

Jordan's new job

Jordan left on Friday April 4th to go to Watford City, North Dakota. He will be up there for 6 weeks and then come home for 2 weeks and then go back for 4 weeks. He is working on the oil field, they do the testing side of it. Life changes and sometimes it's hard to roll with the flow. The past couple of weeks I've had so many different emotions. I know that everything will be ok, we have made it through so much already. We can make it through anything. Skye and me have been doing ok. I get a little sad at night. I'm so thankful for cell phones and for having such a great husband. He calls me and texts and sends pictures all the time. Skype is our new best friend. He's been doing so good up there, they take really good care of him. I hope that everything will work out for us and it won't be too hard. It is so amazing to think of how far we have came in the almost 5 years we have been together. We both have grown and changed so much, it makes me so excited for the future. It is amazing what love can accomplish. We both could not have done it without all the kind texts and calls that we have gotten from some of his family in Texas. My family and friends have been so great and loving. It is so nice to know how much we are loved and we appreciate every single thing. This would be a lot harder if it weren't for all of our supporting and loving family.

Sad :(