1 week down

Well today it has been one week since Jordan left :( it's good and bad... I'm so happy it's already been a week because that's one week closer to seeing him again but it's just not the same as having him here everyday. He seems to be doing really good (other than missing us) he is really liking his job. I'm so thankful for cell phones and for Skype. Skye and me are doing ok. Skye just says every morning daddy's not coming home today is he? Or daddy is at work for a long long very time. Some days I think it's ok I can handle this, then some little thing will just make me cry. Today while we were Skype'ing (is that even a word) Jordan just looked at me in the certain way and it made me tear up. The love I have for than man is like no other. I was so afraid with him leaving that maybe we would grow apart and it would be hard, I know it's only been one week but everyday we just fall more and more in love. We talk everyday for as long as we can (it never feels like enough) and are texting each other throughout everyday. When I get those little negative thoughts Jordan will say or text me something that just takes my breath away and lifts me up. He always knows what to say and when I need to hear it. I'm so thankful of our bond and our love for each other, it makes my heart so happy. I just have to write down the text message he sent me today because I never want to forget his words to me. Also I have a couple of pictures that he sent me of what he's working on. He is working flowback (like I know what that means lol) right now. I think...when they first start a new oil rig they pour sand down the pipes and sometimes it gets clogged up or flows back (ha look at me) and they have to go outside and get it flowing again. He amazes me every single day with how hard he works for our family. He is so so good to us. I could NEVER work all the hours he is working, his first day he told me he worked 21 hours and his "normal" days are 16 hours.... That's like 112 hours A WEEK!!!! And I can barely work 40... He works 7 days a week for 6 weeks straight and we can not wait for his 2 weeks off. We are so ready to see him!
(His sweet, perfect, amazing text he sent me at work today, I just have to edit a couple things (: )
I miss you so much baby. It makes me want to just drive home and hold you forever. I can't imagine my life without you my girl. Your the love of my life and nothing could EVER change that. I wish I could take ALL of the bad things I have ever done to you away. I swear on my life I will never ever do anything to hurt you again. I was thinking about when I die. My only wish is when I do they put me into the ground next to you... the love of my life. That was I'm with you even when I die. Your my everything Katana Nadine Robinson. I can't stop thinking of your beautiful smile and your fingers when you play with my hair. All I do is smile when I think of you. When I sleep I use my pillow to hold on to instead of using it for my head so that it feels like your in my arms. It helps but it's still not the same. I can't wait to hold you in my arms again. The way your hair smells is like heaven to me. Your everything a man could ever want in a woman Katana. Your perfect and I thank God everyday that your mine and me and Skye could never ask for a better wife and mother like you. I love and miss you soooo much my love. Have a good rest of the day.
Um seriously could he be any more freaking adorable. We can't wait for him to come home! Here's some pictures :)

We sure love his face!

Baby Animal Days

This year we had a whole group at baby animal days! Jordan was supposed to leave that morning and so we were just going to go after he left. Then he got a call and the guy he was going to ride with was running late so we got to go together! It was Jordan, Me, Skye, Chelsey, Biscuit, Ajia, Keisha and her little brother Kenji. This year they didn't let you go in with the baby lambs and the baby goats and cows, kinda lame. But Skye did get to hold a baby duck. She made me laugh, while she was holding the duck it moved and she dropped it and got a little scared. Then she gave it kisses and smiled. So adorable.

Jordan's new job

Jordan left on Friday April 4th to go to Watford City, North Dakota. He will be up there for 6 weeks and then come home for 2 weeks and then go back for 4 weeks. He is working on the oil field, they do the testing side of it. Life changes and sometimes it's hard to roll with the flow. The past couple of weeks I've had so many different emotions. I know that everything will be ok, we have made it through so much already. We can make it through anything. Skye and me have been doing ok. I get a little sad at night. I'm so thankful for cell phones and for having such a great husband. He calls me and texts and sends pictures all the time. Skype is our new best friend. He's been doing so good up there, they take really good care of him. I hope that everything will work out for us and it won't be too hard. It is so amazing to think of how far we have came in the almost 5 years we have been together. We both have grown and changed so much, it makes me so excited for the future. It is amazing what love can accomplish. We both could not have done it without all the kind texts and calls that we have gotten from some of his family in Texas. My family and friends have been so great and loving. It is so nice to know how much we are loved and we appreciate every single thing. This would be a lot harder if it weren't for all of our supporting and loving family.

Sad :(

Vegas wedding

We took a trip to Vegas for a wedding! Jordan's sister Sarah got married to a great guy named Micheal. We were so thankful to be able to go and share in their special day. It was so so great to see everyone. We had so much fun. They had a beautiful ceremony. I don't think there was a dry eye in there. I got to meet Staceys mom, Gmom, and I just loved her!!! She was so nice and loving. We went to see cirque du soleil mystere. It was so so good! We ate lots of yummy food, I finally got to play some 3 card poker, we looked at lots of fun stuff, went to the aquarium and we just enjoyed spending time with our family. Sarah wast the most beautiful bride and we couldn't be any happier for her and Micheal.

Vance loved the Jelly fish

How stinking cute is he?

We pet stingrays

I love him sooo much!

Me & Gmom! Such a sweet person

Me and Alena :)

His face :)

Caesars Palace

So beautiful!!!

Mushy love

I try to only talk like this to Jordan, but I just can't hold it in. Lately things have been going SOOOOO great. It took us 4 years to get all of our kinks worked out (and I know there will be many more) But things have just been going so good and I have never been happier in my whole life. I don't want to jinx anything but man I can't hold it in anymore! Jordan is seriously the perfect man for me and I love every single thing about him. He drives me so crazy sometimes (just because he likes to see me mad) but I wouldn't have him any other way. He can always make me smile and laugh no matter how bad I'm feeling or how horrible my day has been. He's not perfect but neither am I. How boring would that be! We just have such an amazing connection and I just love it. We just look at each other and can't help but smile because we are so happy. He is everything I have ever wanted in a husband and more. We have overcame so many struggles and obstacles but I wouldn't change a single one of them because it made us who we are today. We are a team and we make every decision together no matter how big or small and that is one of my most favorite things about our marriage. We both are committed 110% and we will both do whatever it takes to stay together and to make each other happy. It really is the little things in life. I love how we can just lay in bed and talk and talk and just be together. I really have found my best friend and my other half and I am so thankful because we are so young. I can't believe we've been married for almost 4 years! Time flies!! I love how we just get stronger and closer every day that passes. I really couldn't imagine my life without Jordan in it. We have the most beautiful little girl in the whole world and I just love everything about our life. Jordan is such a wonderful man and he does so much for me and for Skye. He will do anything just to give us a better life and make us happy. He has to sacrifice everyday being so far away from his family and he works so hard. There are so many wonderful things that I truly adore about him. My favorite things are how he can always make me smile, how I just forget why I was even mad when he hugs me, how he puts up with all my craziness and how much he loves me and Skye. He loves me for exactly who I am. Love. It's such a wonderful feeling. I can't wipe the smile off my face lately. I am so thankful to have found someone that I fall in love with over and over. I know that there will be ups and downs, triumphs and failures but as long as we have each other to hold we will be able to make it through anything, no matter what.
Every love story is beautiful, but ours is my favorite <3

Sweet messages from Jordan :)

P.s. Sorry about the black out phone number, I am seriously being a freak about online stuff lately. It's creepy and scary!

Cute pictures

Here's random cute pictures (:

One of our favorite things. Laying on the heater reading books

Put her chips to bed...

Christmas time

We had a wonderful Christmas this year! On the Friday before Christmas we did Grandma Howell's Christmas party! It was so much fun to see everyone! Skye didn't care about presents all she wanted to do was dance for everyone (of course she wanted wrecking ball...) On Christmas Eve we went over to Grandma Kitty's house. We played games, ate yummy good and Skye got to dance more. Christmas day was so fun for Skye! She just wanted more and more. Her favorite "toy" from Santa was make up, she wanted make up SO bad! Jordan got an Xbox One from his dad and Stacey and Vance. I got a very beautiful bracelet & a phone case from Jordan and lots of fun gift cards and my favorite under armour hoodie from Joe and Stacey. We got so many fun gifts this year! Then we got ready and went over to Grandma Howells and ate breakfast and opened more presents! We snuck up to Grammy and Grandpas house for just a little bit. We got a really nice new pan (we needed one bad!) Skye got an awesome art studio, a baby doll and a wagon (her favorite present of all this Christmas) Then we headed over to Grandma Kitty's house and hung out, ate food and opened even more presents! We are truly spoiled and so thankful for all the wonderful people in our life that care about us so much! My favorite part of Christmas is defiantly getting to spend so much time with family. Family is the most important thing to me and I love our family so much! Here's lots of pictures!

3 days before Chirstmas. Halloween costume and beetlejuice

Decorating our tree!

So happy for make up!

My beautiful bracelet!