New year...not so new me

Well we spent our New years day at home relaxing. Jordan had to work the next day and I took it off to spend a little more time at home with my baby girl. It's a new year, people make all kinds of resolutions that they rarely keep. I'm just not that kind of girl. My only "resolution" is to just slow down and enjoy every single moment I have. I don't have any crazy things I want to try and accomplish or any weight I want to try and loose. I just want to enjoy this year and the amazing people I have to spend it with. I have been thinking a lot about life lately and just how amazing life really is. Everyone is always in such a hurry to do this and do that and just if I can just do this I will finally be happy instead of just being happy with what you have. I have so much in my life to be thankful for. I am completely happy with just the way things are, sure having more money would be better, having a nice new car would be great, not having to work would be awesome, but we are so blessed to have everything we do, life could be so so much worse. I have a wonderful, healthy, happy, amazing little girl. I have an awesome husband who loves us more than anything. I am healthy and able to work and able to enjoy life so it's time I start doing just that. I am just 100% happy with the way I am. There will always be people who don't like me or want me to change and that's just too damn bad. I am who I am. It took me a very long time to understand that and I am just so happy I finally do. My only goal this year is not to rush anything and just take a deep breath and enjoy everything that happens. Yes some things may such super bad but you have to have a little bad with the good and just remember that things could always be so much worse.